April 11 - Minabuti na namin ni Mel na magpatingin sa OB. Hindi ko na kasi kaya na nakikita sya na nahihirapan. Sabi nya, it feels like merong laman yung tyan nya. Oh well, there was only one way to find out.
POSITIVE! 7 Weeks and 1 Day according to the OB GYN who examined her.
We were both very very happy. I feel bad kasi ni hindi ko man lang nagawang magpropose sa kanya before impregnating her. One of the things we always discuss before is KASAL. Its not that I dont exactly believe in it its just that somehow, its not really on my list of priorities. I want to marry her. Sa lahat ng naging girlfriend ko sya lang at tanging sya lang yung tumagal ng ganito.
I am not the perfect/ideal boyfriend. Even for a husband, hindi ko din masabi if I am a good choice. I am flawed just like everyone else kaya lang what makes my case different is the fact that "I dont feel like I need anyone." I am self reliant, self sufficient, dependent, and more or less self absorbed. Those are a few things about me. Hayst.
I want to marry her. But then again we still cant. SUKOB xa if ever kasi her sister got married 1st quarter of this year. So isa na namang malaking ekis! I dont want people getting wrong ideas either. Hindi ko sya pakakasalan dahil sa buntis sya. In fact, hindi nya alam na I already have arrangements made for her for next year. I have a savings account dedicated for our wedding.
Now we are faced with her pregnancy. My priorities need to be re arranged for this matter. Actually it has already been re ordered. Nagsisisi ba ako? HINDI! I am happy with what happened and I want to take care of her and our baby.
Sacrifices. Kasama yan I have to give up a lot of things to make sure that this one works. I have asked Mel to quit work. Hindi ko kasi kaya na nahihirapan sya dahil sa mga pregnancy symptoms nya. I was very happy when she verbalized yung pag aalala nya when I told her she can quit work. She told me that she is worried about the finances, baka daw hindi kayanin. In a way part of her pride was also intact, baka daw isumbat ko sa kanya yung suporta. I was honestly happy to hear that from her. Atleast she still has pride, which for me is a good thing. Hindi kagaya nung iba na aasa lang. Hindi ganun si Mel.
Our first option was to actually live together. Nagpaalam naman na sya sa kanila and everything seems to be okay naman. Sa side ko naman, my parents are very excited. They actually wanted Mel to stay with them sa Subic but of course sa sitwasyon ni Mel it would be best that she stays in a place where she is comfortable at. On this note we agreed that she will be going to Bicol muna while I support her and the child.
Mas mainam na nasa poder sya ng family nya atleast mas komportable xa duon. We initially thought of getting a house for us kaya lang paano kapag sinumpung xa? Its best na meron xa kasama matanda na mag guide sa kanya. She also needs to have someone to talk to lalo kapag wala ako para nmn maging healthy yung nasa sinapupunan nya.
Today she processed her clearance sa Teletech.Two or threedays from now uuwe na sya ng Bicol. Sabi bawal daw sumakay ng plane yung buntis. We will take our chances.
POSITIVE! 7 Weeks and 1 Day according to the OB GYN who examined her.
We were both very very happy. I feel bad kasi ni hindi ko man lang nagawang magpropose sa kanya before impregnating her. One of the things we always discuss before is KASAL. Its not that I dont exactly believe in it its just that somehow, its not really on my list of priorities. I want to marry her. Sa lahat ng naging girlfriend ko sya lang at tanging sya lang yung tumagal ng ganito.
I am not the perfect/ideal boyfriend. Even for a husband, hindi ko din masabi if I am a good choice. I am flawed just like everyone else kaya lang what makes my case different is the fact that "I dont feel like I need anyone." I am self reliant, self sufficient, dependent, and more or less self absorbed. Those are a few things about me. Hayst.
Now we are faced with her pregnancy. My priorities need to be re arranged for this matter. Actually it has already been re ordered. Nagsisisi ba ako? HINDI! I am happy with what happened and I want to take care of her and our baby.
Sacrifices. Kasama yan I have to give up a lot of things to make sure that this one works. I have asked Mel to quit work. Hindi ko kasi kaya na nahihirapan sya dahil sa mga pregnancy symptoms nya. I was very happy when she verbalized yung pag aalala nya when I told her she can quit work. She told me that she is worried about the finances, baka daw hindi kayanin. In a way part of her pride was also intact, baka daw isumbat ko sa kanya yung suporta. I was honestly happy to hear that from her. Atleast she still has pride, which for me is a good thing. Hindi kagaya nung iba na aasa lang. Hindi ganun si Mel.
Our first option was to actually live together. Nagpaalam naman na sya sa kanila and everything seems to be okay naman. Sa side ko naman, my parents are very excited. They actually wanted Mel to stay with them sa Subic but of course sa sitwasyon ni Mel it would be best that she stays in a place where she is comfortable at. On this note we agreed that she will be going to Bicol muna while I support her and the child.
Mas mainam na nasa poder sya ng family nya atleast mas komportable xa duon. We initially thought of getting a house for us kaya lang paano kapag sinumpung xa? Its best na meron xa kasama matanda na mag guide sa kanya. She also needs to have someone to talk to lalo kapag wala ako para nmn maging healthy yung nasa sinapupunan nya.
Today she processed her clearance sa Teletech.Two or threedays from now uuwe na sya ng Bicol. Sabi bawal daw sumakay ng plane yung buntis. We will take our chances.
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